牵手

想了好久

才feel到自己真的好久

好久没紧紧捉住妈妈的手了!

还记得

上一次

是妈妈牵着我的手

踏进小学校门

一年级的我

心情好紧张

我想

下一次

我会牢牢地

握住妈妈的手

就在大学毕业典礼时

牢牢地握住

告诉她

她牵着我的手踏进小学的那一刻

是多么的意义深重...

=]

乱

这一刻

这一秒

心好乱..好烦

思绪好不安..

好想让自己休息休息..

想暂时离开这个世界..

但是我知道我不能..

还有责任呢..

还有重担呢..

还有使命呢..

哪能就这样走掉...?

回去吧!

坚强些..

看

前面还有一丝光芒啊

快

找些力量吧

慢慢爬就好了

慢慢的..

向前爬

走出来..

雨后·有感

为什么..为什么

大雨总是来得那么的合时

总在人心情直线滑落谷底的时候

到来

彻底 不顾一切地侵袭

疯狂 毫无顾忌地肆虐

一切的一切都成为它的目标

耸立的大树颤抖 卑微的小草挣扎

人类的心无力的跳动..

感受 无助的彷徨

感觉 无名的悲痛

你..

侵袭吧..

肆虐吧..

我..

不了..

不反抗了..

不挣扎了..

带走吧..都带走吧

带走我的心情 带走我的余力

带走我的希望 带走我的自信

带走我的荣耀 带走我的光芒

带走..都带走...

谢了...

我会用仅剩的勇气.. 抱着我卑微的尊严..

抬起我失落的脸孔.. 聚起我茫然的眼神..

握紧我无力的双拳..

扬一扬眉

拉开嘴角

仰天狂笑 ~

[Nix]

TG 14

星期日下午 4.30pm-7.30pm

UTAR Heritage Hall 举办了场由UTAR' Idols 们演唱的小concert..

蛮不错的哦~ =]

他们都是把自己创作的歌第一次呈现给观众

创作的路真的很艰辛下的..

他们努力了三年多才换来了第一次的发表演绎会

希望他们继续加油!!

为UTAR带来多一点好歌.. =)

昨天晚上

在msn开了个tutorial group 14的聊天室

才发觉不知不觉的我已经是真正的大学生了(Degree)

从Foundation TA19来到Degree TG14...

整整一年..想起当初来到的陌生..

和现在...

一年了

我什么都没有做到哦..

也许有..就仅仅把刚来的胆怯消除了

浪费了一年的光阴

好可惜.. ><"

但是我加入了First Aid Society这个家庭哦!

然后有在blood donation campaign帮忙. =]

以后的捐血运动我都会去出血又出力哦!!

为马来西亚四大皆空的血库充充血.. =P

今天下午又去GYM了

过后当然全身muscle酸痛啦.. =="

可是很爽哦!

喜欢GYM到很累很累的感觉

哈哈~（我不是自虐狂）

待会是Bachelor of Commerce (HONS) Accounting Y1S1 TG14 第一次Gathering!!!

2230 Ghany

要准备了..

^^

雨天~ ^^

今天是星期六..
我好想家...

我决定了!
今天开始让我的部落格复生~ 哈哈 ^^
因为它真的被我冷落了好久
而且我要用华语写..因为我始终觉得华语比较容易表达
[我英文差到到家的唯一借口 XD]

今天和新朋友去GYM-Darius.
他算是我的健身教练吧..哈哈
thanks a lot, Darius.. =)
这些天都在忙
忙健身
每天吃的蛋加起来差不多都可以开店了 ><" 哈哈..但是不大争气的小小老鼠还是小得可怜 ==" GYM后和Darius在ABC喝了杯茶 然后就回家 回家的路上 天空下起了雨 好开心 因为好久没淋雨了 回到家 第一件事 脱了鞋子

换件裤子
冲到雨下
大开双手
好舒服哦！！！！！
哈哈..我最喜欢雨了... ^^

Updat3

It had been a few days..
I didnt update my blog..
Today is Sunday..
So I have no more excuse..
I'm updating it.. ><"

Ermm..the story starts from Wednesday night..
After I step out from exam hall..
the test..what I can say is not bad..
but my mood is super good.. ^^
its a day where everything turns good..
erm..besides an emo guy.. ><"

Thursday..
morning 0800-1000 attend tutorial classes..
afternoon 1300-1600 revision at reading room & library..
a cool afternoon at UTAR..
a memorable day at UTAR.. =P
Thursday night..
burning mid-night oil ->
for Friday' FBFF 1013 Fundamentals of Finance mid-term test.
A boring night because I need to sit alone in my room to study. ><

Friday..
Jogging in the early morning and then go for breakfast leisurely..
No one could believe that me n my fren -> Steve 彭俊吉 going to sit for exams after a few hours! =P
He going to kill me if he knows I post his very 'sounds nice' chinese name on my blog..lolx! ><
Afternoon -> Lecture..
wonderful..I wish everybody could smile always..
Every single smile can change the world..
better and better.. ^^
Evening..
1700-1800 -> EDK2 -> Commencement of Warfare between TA19 and FBFF 1013
The outbreaks of war!
Everyone scares...Cries...the horrors of war! ><
After thirty six thousands seconds of fighting...
I survive with the bless of luck.. =P
but I heard my Sergeant -> 俊吉 Steve' war-horse died..in honour.. ><
Night..
everyone who survives yum cha at Ghany!
hahax..TA19's soldiers reunion! ^^ everyone looks tired..
Although our Colonel -> God Chim Wen Hong and his assistant Pro-basketball player -> Pong Pong were 1 hour late but no one dares to question them... ><
Our God Chim gets 4.0 continuously in Sem 1 & Sem 2 and seems unstopable of getting the same result in Sem 3!!! =)
TA19 basketball killerz -> Pro Pong Pong
maybe u dont belive my words but u should believe ur eyes..
after u watch this clip u will know what I say is very true...
-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BwIo9QuDJo

Saturday..
morning..I wake up late..
no jogging in the morning..
but I went for a gym session in UTAR gym room..
It's UTAR open day! =)
A friendly and funny UTAR guard named Mamat treat me a 100 Plus..hahax.
Saturday night..
Earth Hour 2009!
My friend and I went to Westlake and joined a crazy gathering there!
Over 300 UTARians gathered and walk through streets..
keep shouting 'Off the Lights! Saves the World!!' & each of us carry a candle on our hands..
a memorable night.. =)

Then it comes to Sunday..[now]
I done my Fundamentals of Finance assignment..and going out to take my lunch..
Wish everyone a good day today and..
bye~ ^^

T3st

I just checked email..and this test I found it quite ok.
Share it here with all of u. =)

Take a piece of paper and write down the answers. The analysis is in the end.
请拿出一张纸一支笔把你的答案写下来，结论就在后面。

Situation: 场景：
You are in a deep deep forest..as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...
你在森林的深处，你向前走，看见前面有一座很旧的小屋。

(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)
这个小屋的门现在是什么状态? （开着/关着）

(2) You enter the hut and see a table..What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)
你走进屋子里看见一张桌子, 这个桌子是什么形状的？（圆形/椭圆形/正方形/长方形/三角形）

(3) On top of the table there is a vase..in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)
在桌子上有个花瓶，瓶子里有水，有多少水在花瓶里？ （满的/一半/空的）

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)
这个瓶子是由什么材料制造的？ （玻璃/陶瓷/泥土）（金属/塑料/木头）

(5) You walk out of the hut..as you carry on your walk in the forest..you see a waterfall from far..there is water running down..What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)
你走出屋子，继续向森林深处前进，你看见远处有瀑布飞流直下，请问水流的速度是多少？ （你可以从0—10任意选一个）

(6) Some time after the waterfall.. you step on something hard on the ground..as you look down..you see glistening gold in colour.You bend down and pick it up..it is a keychain chained with keys..How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)
过了一会，你走过瀑布，你站在坚硬的地面上，你看见地上有金光闪烁，你弯腰拾起来，是一个带着钥匙的钥匙链。有多少把钥匙拴在上面，你可以任意选一个数字。 （从1到10）

(7) You walk on and on..trying to find your way out..suddenly you see a castle.
What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)
你继续向前走，试着找出一条路来，突然你发现眼前有一座城堡。这个城堡是什么样的？（旧的/新的）

(8) You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it..Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)
你走进城堡，看见一个游泳池，黑暗的水面上飘浮着很多闪闪发光的宝石，你会捡起这些宝石吗？（是/不）

(9) Next to the murky pool..there’s another pool..with clear water and money floating on it..Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)
在这个黑暗的游泳池旁边还有一座游泳池。清澈的水面上飘浮着很多枚钱币。你会捡起这些钱币吗？（是/不）

(10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit..you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.
What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)
你走到城堡的尽头有一个出口，你继续向前走走出了城堡。在城堡外面，你看见一座大花园，你看见地面上有一个箱子。这个箱子是多大尺寸的？（小/中/大）　

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)
这个箱子是什么材料做的？ （硬纸板/纸/木头/金属）

(12) There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of? (metal/wooden/rattan)
花园里还有一座桥就在离着箱子的不远处。桥是什么材料建造的？ （金属/木头/藤条）

(13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)
走过这座桥，有一匹马。马是什么颜色的？ （白色/灰色/褐色/黑色）

(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)
马正在做什么？ （安静地站着/吃草/在附近奔跑）

(15) OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming..some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?
哦，不！离马很近的地方突然刮起了一阵龙卷风。你三种选择。
（1） 跑过去藏在箱子里？
（2） 跑过去藏在桥底下？
（3） 跑过去骑马离开？

Here are the interpretations:
好了，这就是我们的结论：

(1) The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself
门：
门如果是开着的：说明你是一个任何事都愿与别人分享的人
门如果是关着的：说明你是一个任何事都愿一个人去做的人

(2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
圆形/椭圆形—总有一些朋友陪伴着你，你完全地信任并接受他们。
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
正方形/长方形—你在交朋友的时候有点挑剔，你只是和那些你认为比较熟悉的朋友有一些来往。
Triangle - you are really very very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.
三角形—在对待朋友的问题上，你是一个真正的非常吹毛求疵的人，所以你的生活里没有许多朋友。

(3) Water in vase:
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! :)
瓶子里的水
空的——你目前的生活很不满意。
一半——你的生活只有一半达到你的理想。
满的——你对目前的生活非常满意。

(4) Material of vase:
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
瓶子的质地：
玻璃/泥土/陶瓷——在生活里你是一个脆弱而需要得到照顾的人。
metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life
金属/塑料/木头——你在生活里是一个强者。

(5) Flow of waterfall:
0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...
水流速度：
0— 你根本没有性欲
1— 4你的性欲很低
5— 中等水平的性欲
6— 9很强的性欲
10— 哇噻！你有超强的性欲，生活里没有性根本不行。

(6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends
钥匙：
1—生活中你只有一个好朋友。
2— 5生活中你有一些好朋友。
6—10生活中你有许多好朋友。　
　
(7) Castle:
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.
城堡：
旧的—显示你在过去的交往中有一段不好的和不值得纪念的关系。
新的—显示你在过去的交往中有一段很好的交往现在仍然鲜活的驻留在你心里。　

(8) The jewel from the murky pool water:
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.
从脏水的游泳池里捡宝石：
是—当你的伴侣在你身边时，你依然和周围的人调情。
不—当你的伴侣在你身边里，你绝大多数时间只会围着他/她转。

(9) The money from the clear water pool:
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.
从清澈的游泳池里捡钱币：
是——当你的伴侣不在你身边，你会和周围的人调情。
不——当你的伴侣不在你身边，你也会忠实于他/她，不和周围的人调情。

(10) The size of the box:
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego
箱子的大小
小—不自负
中等—比较自负
大—非常自负

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) – humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality
箱子的材料（从表面看）
硬纸/纸/木头（不闪光）——谦虚的性格
金属——骄傲而顽固的性格

(12) The material of the bridge:
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends
桥的材料
金属——和朋友有非常紧密的联系
木头——和朋友有比较紧密的联系
藤条——周围没有很好的朋友

(13) Colour of the horse:
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.
马的颜色：
白色——你的伴侣在你心目中非常纯洁而美好。
灰色/褐色——你的伴侣在你心目中的位置一般。
黑色——你的伴侣在你心目中好像根本不怎么样，甚至还很坏。

(14) Horse action:
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.
马的动作：
安静/吃草——你的伴侣是一个顾家的，谦虚的人。
在附近奔跑——你的伴侣是一个非常狂野的人。

（15）This the last but most important part of the test.
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...
What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?
这是最后一个问题但也是最重要的问题。对了，故事的结尾是一阵龙卷风，
你怎么去做呢？这里提供了三种选择：
(i) 跑过去藏在箱子里面？
(ii) 跑过去藏在桥下面？
(iii) 跑过去骑上马走？
What will you choose?
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner
那么什么是你的选择呢？
现在，我们看看上面的这些事物代表的是什么：
龙卷风——你生活中的麻烦
箱子——你自己
桥——你的朋友
马——你的伴侣
(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.
(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.
(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met
with problems.
（i）如果你选择箱子，你无论何时遇到麻烦你都会自己解决。
（ii）或者你选择桥，无论何时你遇到麻烦你都有将去找你的朋友一起解决
（iii）又或者你选择的最后一个马，你寻找的伴侣是你无论何时遇到麻烦都要和他/她一起去面对。

That's the end of the test.
Wish that u all enjoy. ^^